a new start

i am a creative person, and for some reason i have always felt that i needed to hide that from the world. now, more than ever, i feel the need to express everything to the world rather than just putting it in my journal or having a pile of my art hidden away. my life has and is changing and i am having a hard time processing. i feel "stuck in a moment" (U2 Song). my hope is that by sharing i will be able to figure something out or be comfortable with all the uncertainty. also, maybe by doing this i won't have to alienate my friends over and over again with the same conversation (even though i know they don't mind).