every song...

Every song that comes into me ears is the exact replica of everything that I am feeling right now. I find this to be great, but very frustrating at the same time because I am completely uncomfortable with my emotions right now. I wish they were anything but. There is obviously a reason why the music I am listening to relates to me, I did pick it out. I just don't really want to lay in bed another night, listening to Stephanie Dosen for the 100th time, and looking into space. But it is absolutely going to happen.